does this heavyness fade away
is there something left she needs to say
the word commit bears so much weight
waiting again for a different kind of someday
my words cannot take her pain away
strength is needed now more than ever before
to pray, to cry, to scream, to beg
hurry along with this fate she's been dealt to stay
time does not always heal all wounds
the words 'she's in a better place'
even if they are true
dont take away the sting like a slap in the face
sometimes life does not carry on,
like an album stuck on repeat playing the saddest of songs
a day a week a month.. 10 years
the hole that's there cannot be filled
people move on, living their lives
she is alone
this existence feels like too much
the quietness means it's more than she can take
what is left of us now
what else can i do
am i missing your signs
am i even capable of lessening her pain
nothing is worse than you being gone
it really is ok to not move on
this world and beyond one thing is in stone
you are her mom
your heart her home
through the darkest of times
the sleepless nites
the gut wrenching agony you feel to your core
will pale in comparison the day you walk through that other door
reunited you'd say
she tells me that's wrong
she's just away
she is not gone
hold fast to that message
let it all out
let it consume you,
remove all this doubt
these messages i keep saying don't come around too much
happened right now
it may be in an unusual way
but she had to tell you
she had something to say
she listens and hears with all of her might
please just remember this is only the start.